Inspiration

Hey trusty followers - I wanted to post the two inspiration quotes I received in my email last week. I received these two emails after I was feeling doomy and gloomy.

The first one is from Mike Dooley (Thoughts become things - Notes from the Universe):
it's supposed to be easy. Everything is supposed to be easy. Everything is easy. You live in a dream world. You're surrounded by illusions. And the illusions change when you change your thinking!

Tell yourself it's easy. Tell yourself often. Make it a mantra. Eat, sleep, and breathe it. And your life shall be transformed.

It's supposed to be easy,
The Universe

The second one is from Neale Donald Walsch (Conversations w/ God):

On this day of your life, Marta, I believe God wants you to know...

...that the greatest enemy of individual freedom is the

individual himself.

Saul Alinsky said that, and he was right. In almost every

case, nothing is stopping you, nothing is holding you back

but your own thoughts about yourself and about "how life is."

Your personal freedom to experience yourself and life

as you wish is not being limited. Step into your choices

and stop telling yourself that you can't, when what you

really mean is that you don't want other people to feel the

way you think that are going to feel when they see you making

the choices you really want to make. Got it?

Doom & Gloom

Today I am filled with Doom and Gloom...I'm starting to think there is no guardian angels out there and Laws of Attraction sucks monkey balls. Nothing has happened!

I received this is in email the other day (from Mike Dooley):
The baby steps in the beginning of a journey, Marta, always seem inadequate compared to the brilliance of the dream that inspired them. This is natural. If the dream wasn't so far "out there" and dazzling, it wouldn't be worth dreaming! Just don't be led to think that the physical ground you cover with your baby steps is all that they accomplish. Because for every mortal step you take, another cog in a giant wheel behind the curtains of time and space advances, and with it, 10,000 new possibilities.

Better than Star Trek,
The Universe

I thought that was a good sign but, I still feel doomy and gloomy!

This is how I wish my blog went today:

Hey Folks! I did it! I conjured up my angel of awesome! I was innocently sleeping and dreaming of Irish Lords and Selkies when, I was gently tapped on my shoulder. I torn off my fetching sleeping mask to see who was in my bedroom when, I saw leaning casually against my dresser my angel of awesome! He looked at me and said, " Good morning, my sleeping beauty, you wanted to talk to me". Then he said, " My name is Azi and I am at your service" and did a little bow.

That is how it would have all begin and my life would have been changed forever. But, NOOOOOO...instead, nothing happened and I am feeling slumpy.

And so it begins!

I'mmmm baccccckkkk! I've been hard at work at putting together my game plan and already I am pissing somebody or something off (more on that later).

This is my game plan so far:
I started out with implementing Psych-K statements (4 in total) in regards to my guardian angel
2x a day (5mins) visualize
Read & meditate on Mike Dooley daily notes
Read & meditate on Neale Donald Walsh daily notes
Act as if it I could see my guardian angel at my side
Try and astral project daily
Be clear that nothing you seek is real

Make sense? Do you think I should add anything else.

Alright, this is the part where I might have pissed something off. I was innocently trying to astral project when, my boby finally started to separate. I was having a harder time than usual...I had my arms out but, my head and body would only come half way out (I was stuck in a half sit up position). When I was finally able to get out of bed some, dark green tentacle/rope like thing grabbed my neck (strangling me) and started to pull me back into bed. WTF? I yelled at it to Release me and it did! Tooners = 1; Green Tentacle thingy = 0. By that time I used up all my concentration and ended back in my body.

What was that thing? Perhaps me meddling in otherworldly things has brought some unwanted attention.

I will end my posting with an excerpt from Neale Donald Walsh's "Happier Than God" book. I thought it was fitting for the situation.

4. Be clear that nothing you see is real

We live in a world of illusion. You will understand your true relationship with everyting around you when you think of yourself as a magician observing his own tricks. Have the fun that a good magician has, but don't forget for a moment that it is all an illusion. More important, don't forget that it is you who are creating the illusion. Endeavor, therefore, not to get lost in it.

What I am saying here is to stay above the fray by noticing that you are creating your experience of all of it. Exterior circumstances may present themselves in a wide variety of ways, but the way that you respond and react to them is entirely under your control . The moment that you choose your response, and do so freely and in full awareness, is the moment that you recreate yourself anew. This is the power moment. This is the Time of Magic. This is the Intentioned Instant, in which what you choose to become reveals itself in your experienced reality. This is when you decide about yourself, and you see yourself being what you have decided to be, sequentaneously.