Doom & Gloom

Today I am filled with Doom and Gloom...I'm starting to think there is no guardian angels out there and Laws of Attraction sucks monkey balls. Nothing has happened!

I received this is in email the other day (from Mike Dooley):
The baby steps in the beginning of a journey, Marta, always seem inadequate compared to the brilliance of the dream that inspired them. This is natural. If the dream wasn't so far "out there" and dazzling, it wouldn't be worth dreaming! Just don't be led to think that the physical ground you cover with your baby steps is all that they accomplish. Because for every mortal step you take, another cog in a giant wheel behind the curtains of time and space advances, and with it, 10,000 new possibilities.

Better than Star Trek,
The Universe

I thought that was a good sign but, I still feel doomy and gloomy!

This is how I wish my blog went today:

Hey Folks! I did it! I conjured up my angel of awesome! I was innocently sleeping and dreaming of Irish Lords and Selkies when, I was gently tapped on my shoulder. I torn off my fetching sleeping mask to see who was in my bedroom when, I saw leaning casually against my dresser my angel of awesome! He looked at me and said, " Good morning, my sleeping beauty, you wanted to talk to me". Then he said, " My name is Azi and I am at your service" and did a little bow.

That is how it would have all begin and my life would have been changed forever. But, NOOOOOO...instead, nothing happened and I am feeling slumpy.

I'm coming for you angels!

Well...seeing that I only have one follower right now, I decided to do the smart thing and pick my own first quest into the unknown...ohhh scary! Picking the first quest is a big deal, I mean I have to be committed to this quest for the next month or two. Patience and commitment are not my virtues. Hmmm...what shall it be?

How about guardian angels?! Everybody loves angels (well, maybe not demons)...right? How about if I try to attract my guardian angel so, that I can see, touch, and hear them. Here's the catch...I don't want to have to go meditate and communicate thru whatever I hear in my head or write down (everybody does that). I want my angel to come to me in the flesh so, that I can see it with my own two eyes, hear it with my own two ears, and touch it with my own two hands. An impossible task? Perhaps so but, if the Laws of Attraction is what its cracked up to be than some pretty nifty things could happen. It doesn't hurt to try.

Who knows I might have a naughty little angel who enjoys smacking people on their bums! Or we might turn into a crime fighting duo!

Now, I must ponder how to proceed with my attracting...any ideas? What principles should I start with, I think I will start with implementing Psych-K statements first (http://www.psych-k.com/).

I will work on my game plan and post it tomorrow.

Wish me luck,
Tooners